I think a one year break is enough, right?
Writing on my AskFM page and Twitter just wasn’t scratching the itch. It doesn’t give you the room for the details. There’s also always the careful dance of staying within the confines of a terms of service… That’s never fun. Totally ruins things when talking sex. We’re all adults. We know how it goes.
What have I been up to over the last 12 months? I can’t say anything’s seismically changed. I’m still muscular, still have a strong need to fuck on a regular basis, still doing a ton of airline travel. I’ve been exploring different facets of sex: Edging, long-form bating, much more now into a talented mouth than an available ass, gloryhole play and have gotten a lot more verbal as I get closer to blowing my load. I had some fun new experiences at Steamworks recently when going back to visit Chicago, cementing a new fetish of both public sex and having my dick sucked through a hole by someone I can’t see. I also have a funny thing about just letting my load drop wherever it lands when I’m having the orgasm… A mouth, the floor, whatever. Like a sex sprinkler system.
Weather’s been hot as fuck in Texas this summer and I’ve been spending more time at a local gym that allows for shirtless workouts (and also has an outside, turfed training space). Reminds me a lot of where I train in Key West and it makes for keeping lean and cut-up a lot easier as you’re literally drenched in sweat 15 minutes into your workout. I’ve been mixing that up with a more traditional gym, outdoor running and occasional HIIT classes like bodypump and orange theory. I continue to meal plan and have limited my booze intake. That was the bigger change for me… Drinking daily was not helping me achieve my muscle/body goals. It’s really true about alcohol creating inflammation. Now, I pick my battles and drink once or twice a week (or, I try, at least). When I’m on holiday, I ease up, but try not to go crazy.
Upcoming travels include NYC, London/Paris/Amsterdam, Chicago, Mexico City and possibly LA (or the beach cities, more specifically). I also have a MSC cruise booked in early fall and am interested to see how that goes. Never cruised with them before, but I’m booked in their ‘Yacht Club’ class, so hopefully that helps negate some of the more insanely bad reviews I’ve read. It’s sailing out of Brooklyn which I’ve never done before, so I’m pretty stoked to cruise out of NYC… Should make for some awesome pictures.
On another cruise front, I did another Virgin Voyages ship a few months back and it helped reignite my enjoyment of public play thanks to their very nicely designed, very fuck-friendly sauna/steam area. I wasn’t expecting the guys on this ship to be this indiscreet, but it felt like the crew knew it, embraced it and didn’t police the area.
On a 6 day cruise, that steam room became a solid option for post-gym oral and jerk sessions. It didn’t hurt that the ship had some hot, talented fellow sailors looking to play. Incredibly, every guy was able to get me off. Every guy swallowed- Or tried to… One couldn’t really handle the volume of nut coming out of me and only choked down about half of it. A couple of times I had an audience, which led to a steam room full of guys jerking off while watching me get blown. That was sexy. It was fun watching them, one by one, bust their nut and get up to leave. I was trying to hold back until I had gotten all of them to squirt, but damn if two of the guys had better control than I did.
Got a random email the other day asking if I still used condoms considering the amount of bareback talk I do here and on social media. It got me thinking when the last time I used one and honestly, I can’t remember. It’s been awhile. I’m on-demand doxy and daily PrEP, so that tends to cover a lot of the big would-be problems. I’m also vaxxed for Hep and HPV. I get bloodwork done monthly. Never had a problem. I’m as responsible as a guy who likes to fuck raw can be.
My real concern in using rubber now would be staying fully hard and being able to cum while fucking. Condoms suck at translating sensation. I fuck because I really like it and think that going back to Trojans would absolutely ruin it for me. There’s something incredibly fucking sexy about skin-on-skin contact. Even better is the feeling of pounding a guy out and hearing him beg you to put your load in him. The moment you shoot your nut in him is incredible. It’s unreal how good it feels.
There’s still a ton of stigma and judgement amongst some eldergays about barebacking, but frankly, it’s a personal decision. If I’ve got modern medical science to help protect me AND let me fuck the way I want to fuck…. Well, that’s just great. I remain super honest about all of this and that’s the only thing you can do when talking about it.
I think most younger gay guys are fucking raw now based on what I’ve seen. I’m never asked to wear a condom. Ever. For most guys I meet, I assume it’s part of what turns them on. It’s the fetish of a tall, muscular, masculine dude leaving a part of him inside of them. I never understood that when I was younger, but now that I’m older and have embraced my height, muscularity and sexuality, I totally understand. I play into it. I enjoy the fuck out of it.
As for my own hole, I haven’t bottomed in over a year, but it’s something I need to start working on again, as I don’t want to just shut it off for good. I don’t think I’ll ever be fully versatile again in the professional sense, but I also don’t want to break out into a cold sweat if someone asks me for ass play or to occasionally put a dick in. Like I suggest to others who are new bottoms, I guess it’s time to look into a small butt plug and get used to that feeling again. Stay tuned for that update.
I’m squirming already just thinking about it.
As for here on 15MM, ideally I’d like to update this on the weekly with smaller, bite-sized stories/reviews/travelogue. I’m not sure how realistic that is, but I’m going to try to stick to that schedule and hold myself accountable to put out entertaining, regular content. In the meantime, I continue to Tweet to nearly 20k followers and am answering a fucking slew of questions people ask me on the AskFM platform. If you haven’t signed up for an account, it’s free and you can then ask me anything… Literally. It’s fully anonymous and I try to get to every question that’s submitted. Check it out. Twitter is where you’re gonna find all new pics and day-to-day observations on ridiculous shit. I’m also venturing into some solid dad humor. You’ve been warned.
My photo gallery/archive was also recently updated with dozens of new shots. Enjoy, ya’ll.
It’s nice to get back into the swing of things. Welcome back readers,
